As you envelope the landscape and blot out the sun,
all but hope do I surrender to the mysteries beyond the
walls of frigid mist.
With all my might I wish to slip across the boundary
into the Otherworlds and be set free. That I may go
unnoticed and unmissed into the next life and leave that
which has not been mine for sometime, behind me - forgotten.
In your brisk embrace I feel as if my soul might melt into
the very essence of your being and become eternal - renewed
and without fear. In this I hold hope. Take my hand, show me
the doorway, whisper soft some hint into my ear that I might
cast this dream away and slip into
I will watch until they come.....
until they show,
until it's done
I will wait until it's time.....
to move on,
or be gone
I will do what I have to do.....
whatever it is,
even if I don't want to
I will stand strong.....
as strong as I can be,
even if it's just for me
I will keep the fire from burning out.....
the light from dying,
protected from doubt
And when in the dark and the end has come.....
I will have done all that I could do,
and in the end it will be left to you.
:.Once, Was A Long Time Ago.: by Oreb-Kaldaka, literature
Literature
:.Once, Was A Long Time Ago.:
There was something once,
something that stirred the heavens
in my soul. Though in this short time
I have forgotten it's name as it has
faded from my grasp.
Still there is this small glimmer,
evidence that part of it resides in
my heart. A faint image, a spark of
something so profound it could move
mountains.
When in the midst of everything
did it start to slip away - how could I
not notice something so important or
let it go without a fight - how?
With this remaining bit, however
fleeting, I hold tight - there is always
hope. Things can change, I can
change - anything is possible.
Hold fast, for the drea
See me as no one does,
see me as I am.
See me with your heart
with your mind -
Don't use your eyes
the eyes lie - sometimes
So does the heart
- don't wish too hard
don't trick yourself
It happens - it does you know
Happens to us all
try not to forget
Try to push it back
push through the garbage
Close your ears
listen to yourself
don't let the lies or thoughts
of others block out
your truth - your feelings
Trust yourself - trust your feelings
And see me - see me as no one else can
See me as yo
Only a shadow of
heartbreak in
rolling hills of
thunderous rock
Teeter then
fall, quiet and long in
the abyss and sudden
spray of sharded
daggers rain forth
as mountains collide
On a soft breeze
once, a tune of peace
with warmth and happiness
encircled by
love's own wings
Yet torrid dark storm
raging, winds so hastily
changing flung golden
glee a thousand
life times away
into the stones forgotten
Dreary damp sadness
for all the days undone
follow a crooked path
of Ka until
The last time to rest among
the silent ones is ill
met, without light nor
fortitude – yet slips
willing into the savory
unknown
Because I could not seek for peace
It struggled to search for me.....
Blinding rage has blocked it's course....
Why hasn't it let me be.
Through the storm it brushes my cheek
Feathers soft it soothes my soul.....
But I can't let myself change....
Strange that anger numbs me whole.
It tears me from the silent grip
My heart begs for me to hold....
Foolish me, I lose my sight......
And the voices turn me cold.
Dark bird take flight and release me
Lift your shadow from my soul....
Let silver rays of peace shine......
To regain what anger stole.
With blackened hatred
Friendship dies
With all the lies
Look inside feast your eyes
That is where betrayal lies.........
With dire heartache
Sadness flies
Deadly curses rise
Let out tormented sighs
As all the goodness dies..........
To see the clash of two worlds collide and break apart is so divine....the tips and tops of every smile, crash down upon the stony worth while..... down and down lite as doves....rockery with mirth above and holy sweet silence does.....frightened light does chase the night and screams into her vastness.....rip open sky and let it fly a way it knows not how.....and fall upon the tulip shelters of faded under earth in solitude and frigid mood.....let loose the dappled hatred.
Burnt curtains of night close on a blood stained sky as I wake from my silent stone dead sleep – rising, I clear away the silky blanket of webs, from my torn and tattered garments, a blanket which had taken years to create. My mind burns with the knowledge of what is to come, something which I have always known. The time has come to put on my armor adorned with ruddy tarnish, to rise up and quiet the rioting hoards with iron fear and a blade of steel – to claim my place among the gods – immortality awaits – time to take my rightful place as destiny foretold – as ruler of the world. No mercy, no guilt – I rule – emotionless I stand among
Rain ~ soft sweet warm wet rain falls gently to the ground – dark emerald blades of grass drink deeply, rejoicing in the fallen rain. The wind once wild, now silent and still…….hangs heavy almost choking with the lingering scent of heavenly lilacs. Cold stone shadows stand patiently against a moody sky of washed out blues and grays – waiting………..for a somber man who stands at the side of a freshly made resting place…………a raven with all his wisdom perches on a stately marble stone framed by shades of purple and green………..watching – screams a hideous crimson scream………….a warning that another has arrived. Suddenly heart stopping sorrow grip
Darkened sadness begins to start,
untimely death and broken heart.
One for those who have gone away,
two for those who are left to stay.
Three for those who are free at last,
four for those who have watched them pass.
In the silence hear them come,
and carry off the wayward ones.
Shrouded darkness fall of light
Breath of fire into night
Borne of faerie soft twilight
What Magic destines will often spite
Thou soul will plea most urgent plight
Onward with diligence to strongly fight
With faerie speed and faerie might
To stay the world
and turn it not
The comforts and joys
in stagnation sought
….But lies, all lies….
A crack in the
mirage is fault
Bringing happiness
to a halt
What lies within
set soul to flight
Then suddenly it's clear
this plight
Strange to change
and hard to start
Turn the wheel, from
old to new must part
Beat old past patterns
into the ground
And walk with strength
and courage found
Into a new day
with ribbons fawning
Ahead, your life's
adventure's dawning……
How can we lose what was never
completely ours to begin with…..
The lies we repeatedly told ourselves
as we desperately tried to bend and
twist reality to our will…..
The madness and frustration we felt
as things spun out of our control, where
there was none to begin with……
The sorrow and emptiness we felt as things
slipped from our grasp, dashed our hopes
and worked against our will……
When you leave me
think of me fondly
Leave out of love
not out of hate
When you leave me
let not harsh words
make us enemies
Leave with a song
on your lips and
wisdom in your heart
When you leave me
let doubt not cloud
your mind
Leave knowing that
time will heal
All things pass in time
why should this be any different…….
I waited by the sea,
to see the flags on the horizon
But they never came
I wanted the wind to carry away my soul
don't make me love again
The tide washed over the pebbles at my feet
The sun danced in my eyes
the gulls cried for me
I no longer could, my heart had died long ago
The sounds of the world
echoed through my empty being
so loud it hurt
Always to the sea
no where else
to the sea
As it should be.
Velvet blackness falls all around me as I lay in rest – a dream sweet dream calls to me – sorrow sends my soul far from where my mind resides floating up and out beyond the stars – no fear, no pain, no misery – the iridescent light of joy and happiness pierces me like a thousand needles – bittersweet freedom, measured time, a distant ringing turns into a scream, tares me from heavens arms and plummets me to hell again – back to my body, back to my fear, to my pain and misery.
Kick me aside again, knock me down,
I tumble into despair, a black hole in the earth – silence
Sorrow swords slide through my soul sideways,
my crimson thick blood seeps from the scaring lines
to the salty waves which I've created in my own world deep inside, a hidden place where I can see through clear panes of glass but where I am safe from the intruding eyes outside which can not penetrate the smoke clouded glass which I project, lonely cold and dark my anger a blanket of warmth around me, fear my constant companion, hopes and dreams my only light, I slowly claw my way out of the black hole mud on my face and in my teeth – I fight my
Rain ~ soft sweet warm wet rain falls gently to the ground – dark emerald blades of grass drink deeply, rejoicing in the fallen rain. The wind once wild, now silent and still…….hangs heavy almost choking with the lingering scent of heavenly lilacs. Cold stone shadows stand patiently against a moody sky of washed out blues and grays – waiting………..for a somber man who stands at the side of a freshly made resting place…………a raven with all his wisdom perches on a stately marble stone framed by shades of purple and green………..watching – screams a hideous crimson scream………….a warning that another has arrived. Suddenly heart stopping sorrow grip
Burnt curtains of night close on a blood stained sky as I wake from my silent stone dead sleep – rising, I clear away the silky blanket of webs, from my torn and tattered garments, a blanket which had taken years to create. My mind burns with the knowledge of what is to come, something which I have always known. The time has come to put on my armor adorned with ruddy tarnish, to rise up and quiet the rioting hoards with iron fear and a blade of steel – to claim my place among the gods – immortality awaits – time to take my rightful place as destiny foretold – as ruler of the world. No mercy, no guilt – I rule – emotionless I stand among
He Spoke In Addictions And I.. by nightlysinangel, literature
Literature
He Spoke In Addictions And I..
Like a cocaine drip I sigh softly and
glance out the little window of my
life. I close my eyes as tears steam
down the corners of my cheeks. I
whisper so softly it barely has time
to echo.. "I love you so much that
I can barely breathe. I love you so
much.. I just want to hold you close."
I trace my fingers against the dusty
pane and see your face smiling my
way and I'm content with the world
as I begin to float. What I feel in this
moment is more then words could
say. As I whisper it again and again
hoping to find some solace with
each word that eats away my
tongue.
I breathe heavy and feel my heart
become weighted d
What is a man supposed to do,
when his heart is shredded through?
Fight for a prize he shall never win,
or walk away and face being condemed?
What exactly do I have to do or say,
to lift your eyes, make you look my way?
And how do I make myself let you go,
so you can live your life and learn all you will know?
Vison becomes so blurred, storm surges are starry,
all my stuttering, and I can't find a word, better than sorry.
So what is a man suppossed to do during the days,
his soul and heart take thier seperate ways?
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